great

i still feel nervous just standing in your space 

a push that keeps me

on the edge of my seat

when i’m with you nothing else matters

but catching up

and keeping up 

with when your eyes meet mine

stolen words are hard to speak

i know you know

it’s different now and that’s okay with me

the amount of times i’ve planned in my head

the perfect things to say

nothing escapes me the second i see your smile

it’s impossible

i’m muted by your presence

time and time again

no matter how many practice rounds i get

it still feels exactly the same

i play it off to keep it cool

friendship over forever

i hope you hope

one day it will be different

but we both know it won’t 

back to the drawing board I go 

for another year of waiting

in my head of your arms

i love you too 

just maybe in another life