while the end is near i do not dare
to reach out to you
i want you to remember me for loss
so i can find my way back in strength
resolving is ending my connection with you
when the world washes over in white
with that matrix calming break
i will begin to take hollow steps
and as many as it takes
i will search until i find every single moment
and every single touch
that’s where i will choose to die
forever in those quick flashes of our memories
knowing that only in death is where forgiveness rests
