i still feel nervous just standing in your space
a push that keeps me
on the edge of my seat
when i’m with you nothing else matters
but catching up
and keeping up
with when your eyes meet mine
stolen words are hard to speak
i know you know
it’s different now and that’s okay with me
the amount of times i’ve planned in my head
the perfect things to say
nothing escapes me the second i see your smile
it’s impossible
i’m muted by your presence
time and time again
no matter how many practice rounds i get
it still feels exactly the same
i play it off to keep it cool
friendship over forever
i hope you hope
one day it will be different
but we both know it won’t
back to the drawing board I go
for another year of waiting
in my head of your arms
i love you too
just maybe in another life
